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Time will tell



I found a nearby path which I sometimes use when I walk down to
Archway has been naturally decorated with a lot of greens and
flowers.When I walked there a couple of months ago,there was
nothing.Time has gone by and season has changed.

I had nightmares and woke up exhausted yesterday.I'm having a
very hard time now and really don't know what to do.
Wish I could kill my emotions and go forward.
by satoringos | 2009-06-30 05:27 | BLAH BLAH



September and October have just flown by.It's like yesterday that I made a pumpkin stuff for Halloween in Totnes last year. When I was there,I enjoyed the seasonal events as the teachers and my host mum always let me know about them,but since I came to London,I became to be careless about them,rather feel like such kind of events are for someone else,not for me - thay are far away from me.I don't know why I feel like this but anyway I know it's sad.

I started new things,one of which is for my career,the other is for my enjoyment.Now the summer time finished,we put our watches one hour backward,and my homesickness is getting deeper and deeper.

I've often asked myself if London wouldn't be the place where I should stay,but things are going on regardless of my feelings.
Sometimes I feel that I can't stand living here anymore and nearly gave up on everything,but barely kept going so far.
For that reason,my English is terribly deteriorated at the moment,I rather feel that my brain refuses to take any English words in. Well,maybe this is the time to be patient,quite long though,all I can do is wait until a good wave is coming.

Thank you all who visit this site and I apologize that I haven't updated for a long time.I'll try making things better...

●today's music:THE SMITHS/I KNOW IT'S OVER
My language exchange partner told me that it's one of his favourites of the Smiths.I'd completely forgotten about this song,so it's like a rediscovery.Beautiful lyrics and music.
by satoringos | 2006-10-31 11:36 | BLAH BLAH



We tend to have great expectation for someone unconsciously,
therefore we are disappointed if someone didn’t do things that
you’d expected them to do.

One day I stopped having any expectations for anyone.
However, I’ll try to fulfill the expectations of the others.
I’ll never despair, I’m sometimes stupidly sentimental and sympathetic,
easy to cry,often fed up with myself, what!!!!!

Everybody sees a different world. I’ll keep seeing my own world.
And if there is a world that I’ll be never able to see,
I’ll ask someone to show it to me.

I don’t give a shit about myself,
but I’ll be fussy about what I’m going to do.

It’s a kind of New year’s resolution(or justify myself).

I prefer being your cat.
by satoringos | 2006-01-11 00:29 | BLAH BLAH