GREY
September and October have just flown by.It's like yesterday that I made a pumpkin stuff for Halloween in Totnes last year. When I was there,I enjoyed the seasonal events as the teachers and my host mum always let me know about them,but since I came to London,I became to be careless about them,rather feel like such kind of events are for someone else,not for me - thay are far away from me.I don't know why I feel like this but anyway I know it's sad.
I started new things,one of which is for my career,the other is for my enjoyment.Now the summer time finished,we put our watches one hour backward,and my homesickness is getting deeper and deeper.
I've often asked myself if London wouldn't be the place where I should stay,but things are going on regardless of my feelings.
Sometimes I feel that I can't stand living here anymore and nearly gave up on everything,but barely kept going so far.
For that reason,my English is terribly deteriorated at the moment,I rather feel that my brain refuses to take any English words in. Well,maybe this is the time to be patient,quite long though,all I can do is wait until a good wave is coming.
Thank you all who visit this site and I apologize that I haven't updated for a long time.I'll try making things better...
●today's music:THE SMITHS/I KNOW IT'S OVER
My language exchange partner told me that it's one of his favourites of the Smiths.I'd completely forgotten about this song,so it's like a rediscovery.Beautiful lyrics and music.
September and October have just flown by.It's like yesterday that I made a pumpkin stuff for Halloween in Totnes last year. When I was there,I enjoyed the seasonal events as the teachers and my host mum always let me know about them,but since I came to London,I became to be careless about them,rather feel like such kind of events are for someone else,not for me - thay are far away from me.I don't know why I feel like this but anyway I know it's sad.
I started new things,one of which is for my career,the other is for my enjoyment.Now the summer time finished,we put our watches one hour backward,and my homesickness is getting deeper and deeper.
I've often asked myself if London wouldn't be the place where I should stay,but things are going on regardless of my feelings.
Sometimes I feel that I can't stand living here anymore and nearly gave up on everything,but barely kept going so far.
For that reason,my English is terribly deteriorated at the moment,I rather feel that my brain refuses to take any English words in. Well,maybe this is the time to be patient,quite long though,all I can do is wait until a good wave is coming.
Thank you all who visit this site and I apologize that I haven't updated for a long time.I'll try making things better...
●today's music:THE SMITHS/I KNOW IT'S OVER
My language exchange partner told me that it's one of his favourites of the Smiths.I'd completely forgotten about this song,so it's like a rediscovery.Beautiful lyrics and music.
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by satoringos
| 2006-10-31 11:36
| BLAH BLAH